Trying to cherish every momentof today because life is all about making memories that last.

Profile im Alfieza Hyperqid . super friendly and uber noisy . :D a year older on every 15Oct . im somehow like a boss . I ♥ to go missing ! wahaha . Please do not remove the credits. Thanks(: Designer: Fly.away Basecodes: Glamouresque.

Wednesday, February 3, 2010 2:19 PM its been a year now. some entered and some left my life. whatever stuff they ever did for me, be it good or bad, i can remember it clearly. a late friend once said, 'u dont need pics to remember someone, all u need is ur memory.' upon heeding his advice, i deleted pics when i was fed up but now, somehow i regretted doing so but still, i can remember QUITE ALOT of memories. its so ironic when i said i didnt wana make new friends but two days later, i made friends. ish! whatever it is, God have bless me with good company these few days. sometimes in life, things dont turn up the way u wanted it to and sometimes u can just lie to others but u know very well u cant lie to urself. sometimes i wish the heart would follow what the mind wants and not take the lead and sometimes u just have to bear with all the shits that ur friend did coz they, in one way or another, have been a very dear friend. u know, in someway, im a very introvert person. so yeah. on another note, i miss a friend very much. i miss u too bad. when i said goodbye, u had this look on ur face and tears dwelled up in ur eyes. i said it was for the best but now i regretted my choice. im hurt to love another but too proud to ask u back. i keep thinking abt those better days. there are so many things that i wana tell u but i cant believe that u're really gone away. damn ma, i miss u so much. i wana hear ur voice. i wana feel ur touch. i wana feel ur heart beating next to mine but i know that i cant just press rewind. if i could then i would in an instant, promise that things would be so damn different, promise that i wouldnt be so distant. all i can do now is just sit and dream, reminiscing on what might have been. damn i miss ur smile. i miss the way u whispered soft words in my ear. i miss putting myself in ur shoe, feeling ur pain; every single problem shared by two. i miss every lil thing abt u. HAHAHAHAHA, i cant believe i just shed a tear or two for the above paragraph. nvm Alfieza Hyperqid. there are better days ahead. come on, u can do it. =) Labels: walking down memory lane.