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Profile im Alfieza Hyperqid . super friendly and uber noisy . :D a year older on every 15Oct . im somehow like a boss . I ♥ to go missing ! wahaha . Please do not remove the credits. Thanks(: Designer: Fly.away Basecodes: Glamouresque.

Tuesday, April 27, 2010 1:55 AM i just reached home and i just had to blog abt yesterday. hahaha. it was my second day of work. yes, i took a very looong break. my dad's company mah. heh! me and my friend reached work by 4pm but we both start work at 7pm. gerek kan? hahaha. waited for her friends for a veery long time. rmbr the butch frm my previous post? while waiting for my friend's friends, ruper2nye her friends was with the butch and the girl. so the six of us walked to the cafe. the butch walked beside me. hmmm. i told her that the girl im working with is my close friend and not my partner. so yeah. hmmm. blablabla. while working with my friend, my friend told me that while we were sitting at the cafe, the butch winked at her and eye contact towards me. hmmm. blablabla. in the evening while someone called me up, she asked for my whereabouts and i told her im at home. theeen, i told her im at work. i asked my friend if she wana talk to someone and vice versa but they both said they dont want but i still insisted since they knew one another. then came to mind, an idea. i told my friend to tell someone that we are together. HAHAHA! the respond? nvm, its just between us three. someone didnt know that my friend heard what she said. HAHAHA! but i had to put it on loudspeaker coz i want my friend to witness everything. heh! after we hang up the phn, me and my friend wanted to call the girl of my friend's life to just prank that me and my friend are a couple bcoz we just wana hear the respond. heh! but work came in. workworkwork. me working inside will definitely be faster than anyone else. our work was suppose to end at 12:45am but we done it all by 11:30pm. gerek kan. at 11:30pm, called up friends and prank them saying me and my friend are a couple. HAHAHA! we even called my girlfriend up. so that was the first time girlfriend and my friend talked on the phn. they dont even know each other in person. but it was fun. heh! oh, my friend's girl of her life's respond was somewhat showing that she was jealous. hahaha. kecoh! thenthen when me and my friend was on the way to take our bag, the butch was at a corner, smoking. the butch asked if we're going off and my friend answered her while i just smiled but u know what? the butch hold my hand. hmmm. and later said, "alamak! mataer kat sebelah ar." then i just smiled and hugged my friend. blablabla. when we wana sign out frm work, my friend's friends, butches, asked if me and my friend are together. we said we're not a couple. my friend said that im her bestfriend. hmmm. at that moment, i was wearing specs and my friend wore her specs and her friends said me and my friend suits each other. HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA! esp when we both wore our specs and that we really are compatible. HAHAHAHAHA! then my friend told them abt me and blablabla, then only they believe that me and my friend are just friends. her friend lagi mcm siak, asked me to 'push' the girl to her and confidently told me that if she got to know the girl, the girl would definitely want her. HAHAHA! IN YOUR FACE! then after my friend's friends left, the butch came over. i was reading my msges but i saw the butch doing an eye contact with my friend. dont know what its all about and suddenly my friend showed the butch the msg whereby my friend sent to the girl of her life for the prank, 'im with Fieza la. officially' and then the butch looked at me and i just smiled. she was kinda sad, i think. when the vehicle i took left the workplc, i was trying to find my friend but i saw the butch instead and the butch was looking directly at me. and then when i msged her asking her if she really believe if me and my friend are together, MEMBER TAK REPLY LA SEH! HAHAHAHAHA! padahal i already told her that me and my friend are close friends. maybe bcoz my close friend is a butch and i looked like a girl and we're uber close, she really bought what my friend said. heh! how close am i and my close friend? SHE KNOWS WHAT MOST DOESNT KNOW. she's like member swine. =) (i miss u) and i do hug her while at work. maybe thats why ppl see us as an item. PATHETIC HUMAN BEINGS! heh! what a day! oh, me and my friend punye EVIL mcm siak. mcm siak pon, we're sweet. we tried our best to cheer girlfriend up. =) we even sang for her! HAHAHA! baek kan? heh! itu la when u really got nothing to do. mkn gaji buta but still end work fast. mesti la, kate Alfieza Hyperqid. cheydebah! although im sharing all the good stuff, there are parts of my life which isnt doing great. but oh well, thats life. and buat ape nk share citer sedih2 kan? heh! ------------------------------------------------------------------------------------ ps: yes, u hurt me and yes, i was mad at u but well, thats part of friendship and im not going to let that ruin ours. the start of ours was great, never am i going to let it end. u claimed to have ur reasons for not picking up my calls and replying my texts. im trying my best to see that what u did was for the best. maybe by doing that, u thought u wouldnt hurt me but my dear, by avoiding me over a very small issue is always a mistake. u know me, its alright with me if u have some difficulties. u can just tell me abt it, i wouldnt mind. and my dear, why were u selfish with me? i dont know. only u have the answer to all of that. u know, u're one of those ppl who matters in my life. i seem to know u well but u, on the other hand, seems like u didnt know me well enough. maybe, just maybe, u seem to have lost me. but nevermind, everything takes time right? i was slowly trying to gain back my trust towards u. believe me, i really do. but well, it seems like i have to start back to square one. but its fine with me if its fine with u. although i had fun at work, i did think abt u and i wonder if u do too. now as im typing out this entry, i just feel like calling u up but im afraid. afraid of what? i dont even know. but i dont wana disturb u slping(which im sure u are; slping soundly like a baby.) and i was thinking, if u picked up my call, what should i talk to u abt. maybe in the past i can talk to u abt anything and everything. but now, im quite uncertain. but u know me, i will always try my best to hide my sorrows. definitely i will try and start by talking crap. heh! hey! dont worry abt me. im happy if u are. do know that im always here if u need me. i'll try my very hardest to help u through. i hope u're doing fine out there. and when we meet up, dont worry. nothing looks awkward when im around. i guess thats all that is needed to be said. i hope we'll meet up soon coz i do miss u. and although things happened, i have always loved u. lots of love, alfieza hyperqid Labels: only i know best.