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Tuesday, May 11, 2010
3:41 AM
yet again, its the 11th. last wk Friday when i went out with friends, i asked one friend if we're meeting up today and the respond i got was...............................i know that i've been somehow bad coz when anyone talks abt my friend, i will rub it in even more. its like i dont care anymore when actually i still do but what can i do? i even feel like im at a loss of words when im with u. all i can say now is, time have changed. EVERYONE CHANGED. im sure i wont get a single respond from u but im sure u read the text i sent to u. oh well, thats life. im sad now, where are u? if i were to get into an accident later, will u meet me? or if i were to suddenly be a rich person later, will u only then appear out of nowhere? shit! i hate random-ing when im sad. i can come out with alot of questions in mind. damn it! u know, i just have to believe in 'In Order To Gain Something, U Have To Lose Something' coz as i can see now, im losing one but i gained another. it have always been this way. it sucks! and since i have always been having trouble slping, and NOW that i bumped into old friends, it generally means that i could get stocks easily. i wanted to ask my friend for slping pills but then the 'gained another' didnt want me to. hmmm. but i've been drinking alot and cabbing here and there that im left with only 10bucks in my wallet. haizz. anw, my Mak Long got some sickness and im visiting her later today. so in total, i've not been to work for A WEEK! great! just great! the whole wk with not much slp, too much drink, too much ciggies and too much problems! i guess im gonna work on Wednesday(hoping that i could get my 130bucks which the company still owes me when i come to work) till Sun/Mon. thought of going Supperclub on Saturday but its better to earn cash right? Tuesday getting pay. =) Wednesday going Powerhouse. BOOZE ON BABY! BOOZE ON! the irritating thing abt drinking when u're down IS THAT U WONT GET HIGH AT ALL. ps: although i met my friend last Sat, im missing my friend now eventhough i dont show it, eventhough i act as if i dont bother, even if my friend is not missing me. INI LA CURAHAN DARI HATI KECIL KU. Labels: only i know best. |