Trying to cherish every momentof today
because life is all about making memories that last.
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Sunday, June 12, 2011
2:50 AM
hellohellohello! it's been soooo frickin long since i last post something down here. wana know what? i typed blogspot.com to login here but search failed. i went the hard way by google then blogspot sign in and was sad when i actually forgot my password. hahaha! luckily im using girl's lappy and she saved the password. HAHAHA! so currently, i dont even know my own password. sad or what?anw, life been normal. the usual ups and downs. currently im feeling kinda down i guess. coz my pillar of strength, my baby and girl, is out of town. even IB is out of town. w/o him around, the house sounds so quiet. but i think im like frickin lucky la. girl said she bought for me stuff totalling up to 9items. haha! yesterday, 11June2011, was one of my close friend back in sec school's engagement. this is her first boyfriend and alhamdulilah now engaged. :) although i was busy being the unprofessional photographer, how i wished arwah kecik was there to witness my friend's engagement. back in sec skul days, we both would team up to disturb her. and today, 12June2011, its arwah kecik's 40days. kecik, dgn kau tiada disisi, hasratku sudah terhenti. niat ku untuk mencari pengganti sudah tiada lagi. kau la satu2 nye harapan. i seriously miss u. i miss us chatting at night back in sec skul days. our secrets. i miss bumping into u. i miss hearing u sing. and i miss random texts from u. i miss that smile which u always put on ur face. u're the kinda guy that is hard to replace. u make a difference in alot of ppl's life. kesian abg boy. dier la yg paling rapat ngan ko. tanpa ko, dier mcm da tak berdaya nak buat ape2. and everytime PSS ader bende, ur name will always stick in my head. kalo dulu nak ckp aku rindu and sayang ko mcm pelik, now im gonna say; imy handsome boy. visit u soon alright. al-fateha. i miss NUR SITI SYAFIQAH! I MISS KARISMA INDAH! and i'll always miss u, Fir. maybe its true. when someone is away from u, only then u'll notice how much u miss them and how dear they are to u. and to once a close friend; if only u notice, i dont even bother much about u now. when u cry right infront of my eyes, i dont even ask. is that an improvement on my part? or were u wanting me to comfort u? HAHA! lots of love, alfieza hyperqid Labels: only i know best. |